Go Kill The Lights

hmmmmm.......

2006-12-07T07:34:21Z

doode
its fucking 1:30 in the morning
theres not much to do
i went by cass' house a while ago and i saw that she was
sleeping like a baby so i didnt wanna wake her up
(even though she'd probably like that)
anyways, Reuben is supposed to be coming back today(thursday)
and well we all know whats gonna happen this entire holiday

FUCKING KRUNK!!!!!!

i dunno but i really hope i get to see my old bros again
(bradley and jojo) those guys are fucking stupid fer joining
the army....

what else......im poor, i hate my job, i havent been doing shit, school sucks
and there are no more good classes left fer next semester!

how long has it been

2006-08-19T08:03:49Z

this is kinda tied in with the last entry i made

it still hurts
i dont know why
but it does
why is it so hard for me to let go
its like i wish i could play the time we spent over and over again.
wtf is it about phillapinos????!!!!!

doode wtf!!!!!

2006-04-09T08:00:44Z

hmmm...things are pretty cool at the moment
i havent updated in ages
hmmm....what should i say
i got dumped.......and it hurt
i found someone new now
im still kinda hurt though
its going away
and the feeling i have now fer that person are geting pretty strong
i just hope i dont let my feelings out too easily fer fear of getting hurt again like last time

oh well
things are good now
and i hope their only out to get better
:]

what?????

2006-03-04T21:06:58Z

what am i doing here?

oh yeah
im dying
SLOWLY
and im hungry
i havent eaten in 2 days
this SUCKS!

(at sam's house)

2006-01-17T23:26:11Z

I dont wanna go to work!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

i wanna stay here nad eat peanut butter and jelly sandwiches til' I EXPLODE

HAHAHAHAHA!!!!!! food made you get a stand-upper!

2006-01-16T06:39:48Z

doode
today work was kinda badass,didnt do much fer like a few hours.then alotta nasty people showed up and made me work fer a few good hours.
i got out around 4 ,and thats when manny and steph dropped by, steph had to go so me and manny went to Sam's house to pull the quick skate technique!
after skating made a special apperance at Xylina's house, but she was nowhere to be found.The only person we did find was the hulkster of course.
i suggested that we go to cici's pizza and chugg out but i dont know where the new location is so we ended up at gattis fer a fucking massacre!we ate and i think sam got drunk off the pizza since he was walking all funny,then some kinda buldge appeared in his pants,it was wierd.
anyways we were fucking full and decided to go to the movies and pull the quick free entry technique:]
we got to see a double feature
King Kong and Hostel
both were good
but Hostel was fucking fantastic
it was greusome,and hilarious at the same time(I loved it!!!!!)

i love you!!!

davilaisonfire @ 2006-01-05T00:02:00

2006-01-05T06:05:43Z

fucking hate lj
just makes me feel emo
all i wanna write about if YOU!

i dunno
JORGE
SAM..................
.........................I LOVE YOU GUYS

ummm......
uhhhh....
i better go before i spill my guts

I really dont know anymore:[

2005-12-27T11:46:49Z

i feel like shit

ive been feeling like shit this whole break
i havent gone to work like in a week so thats cool
but still
even work isnt the same
ugh........
WHY!

I MISS YOU!!!!!!!!!
my big fuzz of hair
i cant wait til you grow back!!!!!

snip,snip,sniperoo

2005-12-16T01:53:39Z

well today was pretty cool
it was the usual day at school
after that i got together with Eva and went to do some sweet thrift shoppin:]
after that we got bored and went to that one bank in McAllen(the tallest building here:[)
we wanted to go to the highest floor,but when we got there some rich snob people looked at us all pissed off and stuff so we had to leave:[
then it was time fer a quick haircut fer me
ugh i was so nervous
i havent cut my hair in so long
now i have a new cut
i havent exactly gotten used to it but i will<3
i love spending time with you,you make me sooooooooooooo happy<3333333333333333333

davilaisonfire @ 2005-12-14T12:26:00

2005-12-14T18:25:22Z

blue lips is what i have
i have blue lips

i love those slushies

oops i farted
my computer sucks

davilaisonfire @ 2005-12-10T00:17:00

2005-12-10T06:19:11Z

hey guys davila likes purple so get him lots of purple things for christmas!!

and mcdonalds

Unknown yet again

2005-12-06T05:30:22Z

Well this weekend really sucked
i didnt do much of anything i was just here at home being a fatty and
you know the usual stuff.
The only thing that was awesome was that my Mommy bought me a new car:]
its just like the one i used to have
but a few years newer so yeah im pretty happy:]

As fer things at school,
i wish they could be better
theres only one person that i wanna be with and well
i dont know whats going on:[
im feeling sad and all that stuff,
i really wish she felt the same way i do!
well i could go on forever about how i feel but i dont feel like
writing a novel fer you guys

well fat Sam is sleeping over today and hes asleep already,
i guess ill head to sleep too

Quick Boots

2005-12-02T17:14:05Z

I dont know
im always fucking bored in 4th period and i need to do something about it.

What classes do u guys have 4th pd. so i can stop by and visit.
right now im in bcis which i dont have,
i go to Perez's class but hes always doin work and Cuellars class is full of work as well so i need somewhere else new:]

i dont know
these FAT GUYS wanna join track
should i join too??????????????????

haha fucking deleter er what?

2005-11-30T16:57:58Z

Well i felt like shit yesterday fer a while but you know i get over stuf really quick(or at least i try)

anyways i gots a new layout and i thinks its awesome:]
its no AFI but i still love it

i dont know im fucking bored right now and it started getting totally emo in 2nd period.
i feel.....i dont know:[

what else
i got my hours back so now i dont have as many days of as i used to:[
Jorge says its time to drop the Lbs. once again
sweet

Fucking Boredom

2005-11-23T05:25:46Z

Why do I love these bastards so much???

I dont even know

2005-11-22T02:36:59Z

Ugh
Today was a total bum day.
i came home and just went to sleep , woke up and did more of nothing
what a way to spend my day off.
its getting to be realyl boring somehow.
Nasty degrassi,where are the new episodes......i cant wait fer them on the N i need them now!

i dont know i guess thats about it

the old school crew(wheres Jorge?)

Fucking Rennissance Festival!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-11-19T22:52:18Z

Hmmmmmm......
I went to go see the play again and well i kinda understood it better and well it was cool and all that stuff.The reason it was better this time was because of the person that was sitting next to me.She makes me so happy,but oh well i dont know.
anyways after that we went to the movies to go watch some Harry Potter, fuck was i confused.Maybe cuz i didnt see the other one before it.
Sam had to take off early from the movies so we went to rop off his fatass at the school,so we didnt get to finish watching (HP) boo hoo.I really wanted to go to the renissance festival thing,it would have been so cool:[

i guess thats about it...........wait......nope,thats it:[

It was just a matter of time

2005-11-16T02:47:27Z

If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. It can be anything you want, either good or bad. When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your LJ and be surprised about what people remember about you.

my shirts torn,but its all good:]

2005-11-12T07:18:42Z

So today was kinda bum day in the beggining cuz like the fucking bank was closed so me and jorge couldnt even cash our hard earned checks(whata bummer:[)
after that me and jorge chowed down some sweet spaghetti and like i went to go drop off jorge since he had to go to work or some stuff.
after a quick nap, sam and manny dropped by and we went to some sweet show in McAllen where a few awesome bands were playing,it was fun.
most of the badns there will be playing at Sams house so thats pretty awesome!
these two shirt less guys started moshing against me and sam and we totally took them out(haha remember when i missed)
after the show we went to circle K and initiated manny into the circle K crew.
nasty jorge called and told us to go pick him up after work so we can go to matts!!!!to go pick up some sweet stuff fer sams party.theyre decorating now as i type.
well i guess thats it, ummm........................................
I LOVE YOU
haha
had to slap an emo part in this entry!!!!!!!!

YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:]

2005-11-08T02:16:41Z

ummmmm........
I finally got my computer fixed,
it was fucked up fer like 2 days but it felt like a fucking eternity!
hmmmm........
things were going pretty shitty fer me but im feelin way better!!!!!!!
i dont know
kinda a sleezy update but ummmm...............
oh yeah
Matty's rave was awesome even though i got there a bit late
I also cant wait fer the 12th
its gonna be an explosion of FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha
that sounded all gay

i dont know anymore

2005-11-03T19:34:24Z

here are some more pics from the beach and other places
ummm......
ugh
i feel like shit
i feel like shit really bad
i dont know what to do
its like im not even happy anymore
this blows:[

me trying to feed the nasty seagulls

i found this one
it looks kinda weird

It's 3am and im falling asleep...........while im driving to the beach

2005-10-31T04:56:38Z

Ok
so this weekend was just what i needed to make me feel better about whats been going on.
Fuck, what did i do on friday, oh yeah
i stayed home cuz i wasnt feeling too good.i also went to work and well didnt really do much.
Saturday i had to work again so that kinda sucks cuz i didnt get to make an apperance at Evelyn's,but how jorge and Sam described it it seemed that nobody wanted to get down with LIB,too afraid to get a little sweaty huh?GOONS.
After work the bums picked me up and we went to some sweet mini dance party outside of Art Awakenings and then we headed out to IHOP to get some quick food.I left with Johnny and we went to some nasty raiders/bears party but the people there were all sour and gay so we had to leave.We were on our way to Yesenias to so we could hang out at her house but we saw Albert and Abraham and decided to do some quick drag racing,ends up that they get pulled over and Johnny pulls the stealth technique and dodges the cops.
Once we got to my house we dropped off jorge and like Sam called us saying he had his dads car and that he wanted to go somewhere, right away i thought"THE BEACH".So sam shows up and hands me the keys,which basically means i had to steer the RED BOAT.shit it was hard i was sleepy as fuck and still we made it there like around 4:00am i think.
we took some sweet pics and thought alot about the ones we care about,
it made me feel like shit, since the person i care so much about doesnt even care:[
well we ended up leaving at about 7 or 8 and johnny was supposed to drive back but he was complaining about being to sleepy, fucking chin-tiki!
haha
thats where things went wrong, i let sam take control of the wheel and me and johnny fell asleep.
well when i woke up it ended up that Sam was going 85mph IN THE WRONG DIRECTION!!!!!!!
FATASS!!!!!!
so when i told him to U turn it it ends up that we ran out of fucking gas!
that was the best part!we were stranded in the middle of fucking nowhere next to an abandonded gas station,what are the fucking odds?
anyways we were rescued by sams dad and ended up getting home aroun 1 in the after noon
it was GREAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

me at the beach

waiting to be rescued

bastard store,why arent you up and running

sam always makes things better

i loved it

I Dont Know

2005-10-24T15:50:56Z

Well im still here
its not that bad anymore
i think its starting to go away

thanx to the support of myu bros and the otherpeople who helped.
i still never found out why YOU were mad at me
but i guess ill never know

hmmmm........
im not a pimp
so i cant just go snatch all the chix
but i think ill have to just hang out and see where this sleezy cold front takes me.

i dont know why
i just keep sighing
its like
i dont know
i wanna just stop
and i will..........................................................................

Why?

2005-10-22T02:52:10Z

This sucks

It sucks so much that my Bros. cant cheer me up
what am i supposed to do?
its like always there
hurting me

fuck this is dumb
im a whore

am i?

i dont know

the person i cared for so much doesnt even wanna look at me:[

what did i do wrong?

is it the way i look?

am i not good enough?

was all this even worth it?

why wont it go away?

i need a hug?

my legs are week.

i feel so useless

like no-one cares(except my bros of course, and Trish of course)

i dont know
also
Uly hates me
and i never found out why
all i ever tried to do was help
and this is what i get

but whatever

haha
not even, how long till this goes away?

Fucking Dagger

2005-10-20T15:45:03Z

it feels like a fuckign dagger has peirced me!
thats the only way to explain how i feel.

This nasty emo-ness has to go
but how
how do i make this go away!

i dont know
im confused
and fat